[00:00.000] 作词 : Tommee Profitt/NF/Cole Walowac/Hopsin
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Tommee Profitt/NF/Cole Walowac/Hopsin
[00:15.595]Look
[00:16.758]Self-awareness, pride's a coat and yes, I like to wear it
[00:20.335]Buttoned up, don't like to let no air in
[00:22.214]With a pair of gloves, that I hope doesn't perish
[00:24.353]I discovered, though, when I get holes in them
[00:26.156]And I let joy in, I'm in higher spirits
[00:28.378]My mistakes are like a screamin' parrot
[00:30.241]Just repeating lyrics, I can barely bear it when I'm lost
[00:33.649]Road is narrow, I'm looking down it like a gun's barrel
[00:36.598]Aren't we all searchin' for the serum
[00:38.269]That could help us breathe and leave our state of peril?
[00:40.722]All of us have made defensive scarecrows
[00:42.390]That we scatter 'round our fields and treat like heroes
[00:44.367]When they scare away the things that we should cherish
[00:46.626]'Cause we're too embarrassed, to admit that fear is that we're lost
[00:49.433]Yeah, but what does it matter, I get so combative
[00:51.565]Inside of me's a personal canvas
[00:52.617]The paint can be splattered, get messy when I start to get rattled
[00:54.868]The heart of a savage, I'm quiet when I lurk in the shadows
[00:56.921]But something don't add up, I don't wanna be overdramatic
[00:59.107]But look at the data, it's obvious that humans are fragile
[01:00.743]We tend to get mad at the ones, that call us out but the fact is
[01:02.742]We need someone that'll be honest when we fly off the handle
[01:05.033]I admit I throw a fit when I begin to unravel
[01:07.266]Keep my wits, been off the grid but now I'm back in the saddle
[01:09.290]My intent is not to rent, I like to own what I value
[01:11.296]I could sit here on the fence or maybe pick up the paddle
[01:13.346]I like to row against the current, that's the way that I travel
[01:15.397]Opposite of what the grain does, got the brain of a rebel
[01:17.391]Take initiative, I'm diligent on every level
[01:19.375]I never could settle, I like to keep my foot on the pedal, yeah
[01:22.101]I'd love to pack arenas and all
[01:23.525]But what I really wanna do is learn to handle my thoughts
[01:25.484]And put the reins on 'em, show 'em I'm the one that's the boss
[01:27.683]And pull 'em back when they get out of hand, I'm breakin' they jaws
[01:29.717]I'm takin' the flaws, that told me I could never evolve
[01:31.565]Then pull a Bane on 'em, ask 'em, "Oh, you think you're in charge?"
[01:33.739]You oughta know better, ain't no way around it, I'm flawed
[01:35.681]The traits that I want, they say I can't afford what it cost
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[01:37.791]But I, manifested this
[01:40.090]Failing's how you grow and learn your lessons, kids
[01:42.243]Take the worse and try to make the best of it
[01:44.234]'Cause when you fail, just know it's a test and if
[01:46.526]You can learn to pick yourself back up again
[01:48.310]And train your brain to not be such a pessimist
[01:50.455]It's okay to make mistakes, just don't forget that
[01:52.512]There's a high road but I skip the exit when I'm lost
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[01:56.263]Yeah
[01:57.852]When I'm lost
[02:01.984]When I'm lost
[02:06.239]When I'm lost
[02:08.328]When I'm lost, lost
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[02:11.379]Wow, these burdens are heavy
[02:13.514]And I'm hopin' it don't bury me
[02:14.916]I used to be joyful and skip so merrily
[02:16.859]But now I'm too cautious and tip toe carefully
[02:19.105]My mind left and it's nowhere to be found
[02:21.865]Am I a big ol' parody? 'Cause it's no fair to me
[02:24.353]And now I'm at the point where I'm spending a grand a week on hypnotherapy
[02:27.108]Look, I'm tryna wash away my sins
[02:29.093]I got a group of loved ones that ain't my friends
[02:31.245]And if I ever take an L then they might grin
[02:33.287]And they all wanna see me stay in the cage I'm in
[02:35.160]So when it come to anybody, there's no trust for no one
[02:37.696]Man, so what? My whole plan's to go nuts
[02:39.685]My shoulders ready for more shrugs, I'm gon' judge
[02:41.614]Anybody tryna enter my circle with no love (Hol' up)
[02:43.898]My sanity's gone, I'd rather be torn from this planet they planted me on
[02:46.677]Yes, that's a reward, I'm actually bored with having a sore heart
[02:49.256]It's torn apart from a family that I don't have anymore (Now hol' up)
[02:52.315]I was living so oblivious with millions, it really was a pity, huh? (A pity, huh?)
[02:56.044]It's kinda funny what a penny does, mixed in with a mini buzz (I feel stuck)
[03:00.086]Life's got me by the neck, with a blade against it (What?)
[03:02.420]Guess I was running late for the train and missed it (What?)
[03:04.368]The only thing I feel is pain and vengeance (What?)
[03:06.260]So I'ma act out like a raging misfit (What?)
[03:08.204]And every verse I lay gon' stay sadistic (Yeah)
[03:10.329]You wanna hate me? Good, great, terrific (Good)
[03:12.488]You'll never see the day where my anger's dismissed
[03:14.420]You better go and change your wishlist 'cause I
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[03:17.144]Yeah, manifested this
[03:18.528]Do not treat me like some adolescent kid
[03:20.657]I am praying to the Lord with the Book of James hopin' he gon' add my testament
[03:24.869]This dark cloud, that's my residence
[03:26.723]Demons knocking, I don't have to let 'em in
[03:28.999]I done made mistakes, day to day, you probably can't relate
[03:31.707]I just ain't the same when I'm lost
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[03:34.672]Yeah
[03:36.545]When I'm lost
[03:39.531]When I'm, when I'm lost
[03:44.628]When I'm lost
[03:46.596]When I'm lost, lost