[00:08.23]Torn between crying for help
[00:10.87]And not lettin' them see me sweat
[00:14.18]But it's certain **** I can't forget
[00:17.08]I won't get over it easy, **** makes me queasy
[00:21.58]I am making amends with myself
[00:25.03]Forgiving me for loving you
[00:27.75]I took a risk loving loudly, defended you proudly
[00:32.10]Ignored all the signs, yeah, it's true
[00:35.26]And the immature me wishes that I could make it known
[00:41.14]That you should be left alone
[00:44.51]Don't deserve words or thoughts from me
[00:46.65]I can go heal on my own
[00:49.43]And the immature me hopes the world sees just who you are, oh
[00:55.16]A facade only gets you so far
[00:58.64]And I'm bigger than you, so I can't meet you where you are
[01:05.63]I'd say your name but you don't deserve recognition
[01:09.02]You played the hero but you really are the villain
[01:12.63]There ain't a bone in me that wants to spare your feelin's
[01:16.07]You called me crazy, but it was my intuition
[01:19.60]Used me for status, and the fame, and recognition
[01:23.15]It's ****in' crazy what they do for recognition
[01:26.77]I'd say your name but you don't deserve recognition
[01:30.28]I'd say your name but I won't, uh
[01:33.79]I got to give myself credit for loving as hard as I did
[01:39.07]I helped you fight your addiction and change your whole life
[01:43.07]Just to find myself played in the end
[01:46.42]Ain't no regrets cause I'm proud that my heart was so pure
[01:50.18]And I'm never ashamed of my love
[01:53.35]Now I'm finding strength in the fact that you're nothing to me
[01:57.25]And I know the things I am above
[02:00.73]And the immature me wishes I could just run away (Ah, ah, ah)
[02:06.37]To somewhere I still feel sane
[02:10.03]'Cause truth is I've been ****in' lost since that very day
[02:14.55]And really I'm wishing that I could just catch a break (Ah, ah, ah)
[02:20.62]It's been Hell every couple days (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
[02:24.24]And now, I'm here broken, expected to carry the weight
[02:31.02]I'd say your name but you don't deserve recognition (Nah)
[02:34.55]You played the hero but you really are the villain
[02:37.97]There ain't a bone in me that wants to spare your feelings (Ah)
[02:41.52]You called me crazy, but it was my intuition (Ah)
[02:45.01]Used me for status and the fame and recognition (Ah)
[02:48.55]It's ****ing crazy what they do for recognition (Ooh)
[02:52.15]I'd say your name but you don't deserve recognition
[02:55.76]I'd say your name but I won't, uh
[02:59.30]That's just you (Deserve recognition)
[03:09.65]I always land on my feet
[03:16.92]Bounce back game clean and neat (Ah, woah-woah, ah)
[03:23.78]Wish I didn't check your text when you was drunk 'sleep
[03:29.20]I've seen everything that I ain't wanna see
[03:32.03]That I needed to see, that I needed to be
[03:38.34]Hope you live happily ever after with the ***** (*****), uh
[03:44.91]Fly to France, wine and crackers, honeymoonin' with the *****
[03:51.72]Hope you **** around and have the son you wanted with the *****
[03:59.35]Y'all might be soulmates after all of this, so
[04:05.10]Out on the table your friends and your family, even your label
[04:10.35]Everyone love me, damn, it's so shameful
[04:13.81]I kept you stable, you should be grateful
[04:19.42]I ain’t find out sooner that you was unfaithful
[04:23.00]Damn, you so shameful
[04:26.63]So ****ing shameful
[04:30.18]Damn, you're so, uh, ****ing ungrateful, uh