Difficult
 作词 : Aaron Dessner/Gracie Abrams
 作曲 : Aaron Dessner/Gracie Abrams
 My double vision
 Is only amplifying everything he isn't
 Till I feel less attached and bored to death but listen
 It's no one's fault, it's just my terrible condition

 And I've been thinking if I move out this year
 I'll feel my parents slipping
 Away and also I'm just scared of that commitment
 I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing

 Oh I know spiraling is miserable
 I should probably go back home
 Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
 Oh I hope I wake up invisible
 I'd be someone no one knows
 I guess I'm just difficult

 To name this feeling
 Would take a hundred thousand years, some kind of grieving
 But over what I never had, so I've been speaking
 To my therapist, I call her every weekend

 I meant to tell you
 How I've hated how we left things when it fell through
 'Cause you were everything to me, where did you run to?
 Was it something that I said that colored you blue?

 Oh I know spiraling is miserable
 I should probably go back home
 Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
 Oh I hope I wake up invisible
 I'd be someone no one knows
 I guess I'm just difficult, difficult

 Difficult
 Difficult

 I've been drinking
 And staying up too late reliving bad decisions
 I thought eventually my ranting here would fix it
 I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing

 Oh I know spiraling is miserable
 I should probably go back home
 Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
 Oh I hope I wake up invisible
 I'd be someone no one knows
 I guess I'm just difficult, difficult

 Oh I know spiraling is miserable
 I should probably go back home
 Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
 Oh I hope I wake up invisible
 I'd be someone no one knows
 I guess I'm just difficult, difficult