[00:15.14]Everything is fine, everything is so fine
[00:22.82]Everything is fine, everything is so fine
[00:30.38]'Cause I'm good, so good
[00:37.92]'Cause I'm good, so good, so good
[00:45.11]I wish you would, I wish you would
[00:52.26]I wish you would, I wish you would
[00:58.18]I wish you would, this is my life
[01:03.56]This is my all, this is my all
[01:09.52]And now I'm happy, right now
[01:13.80]I'm happy, but sometimes
[01:18.53]I'ma get up in your mind right now
[01:21.78]I'ma get up in your, I'ma get it
[01:24.78]Gon' get up, gon' gon' get up
[01:27.67]Gon' gon' gon' get up
[01:29.54]Get up, get up, get up
[01:31.06]Get up, get up, get up
[01:32.82]I'ma get up in your mind right now
[01:34.40]Make you feel like dying right now
[01:36.34]I'ma make you pray to God
[01:37.68]To the good old Lord for a sign right now
[01:39.94]I'ma get up in your mind right now
[01:42.21]Make you feel like dying right now
[01:43.54]I'ma make you pray to God
[01:44.61]To the good old Lord for a sign right now
[01:46.61]Good old Lord
[01:48.07]I'ma make it some day some how
[01:49.98]What you telling yourself
[01:50.75]But you ain't focused on what's important
[01:52.05]Mentality, health
[01:52.78]Everybody in the world only want one thing
[01:54.58]What's that
[01:55.24]Infinite power and a pocket full of wealth
[01:56.63]It's like
[01:57.44]I'ma bring it back to the basics
[01:59.58]Nobody can erase it
[02:00.87]People in the street going ape ****
[02:02.92]Battling depression but nobody wanna say ****
[02:04.69]I'ma bring it back to the back to the
[02:06.90]Bring it back to the basics
[02:08.81]I'ma bring it back to the back to the
[02:11.22]Back to back to back to back to
[02:12.64]I'ma get up, get on
[02:13.66]That's what I been on
[02:14.58]******' with your mind, tryna turn **** on
[02:16.26]But they want to paint me as a villain
[02:17.61]Even though I'm here to open their mind
[02:18.99]Through the rhyme of life
[02:19.98]I gotta open their mind
[02:21.01]And design the right time
[02:22.16]To make a decision
[02:22.86]And get in 'em like an incision
[02:23.95]'Cause I'ma hit 'em and give 'em livin'
[02:25.17]They wonder what I'm giving
[02:26.05]I'ma never give in
[02:26.77]I gotta let everybody know
[02:27.93]I'm in their mind right now
[02:29.12]Make you feel like dying right now
[02:30.99]I'ma make you pray to God
[02:32.35]To the good old Lord for a sign right now
[02:34.34]I'ma get up in your mind right now
[02:36.69]Make you feel like dying right now
[02:38.13]I'ma make you pray to God
[02:39.16]To the good old Lord for a sign right now
[02:41.29]Good old Lord
[02:43.80]I'ma bring it back to the basics
[02:45.96]Nobody can erase it
[02:48.09]People in the street going ape ****
[02:49.86]Battling depression but nobody wanna say ****
[02:51.60]Why nobody wanna say
[02:53.40]I been living with this everyday
[02:55.34]Why nobody wanna say
[02:57.56]Everything will be ok
[03:00.85]Everything will be okay
[03:06.84]I remember some how some way
[03:11.78]I remember some how some way
[03:18.08]Everything will be okay
[03:23.27]I remember some how some way
[03:27.29]I remember some how some way
[03:37.90]It was December of 2015
[03:40.31]In sunny Los Angeles California
[03:42.14]In the heart of Hollywood
[03:43.08]I stood next to my wife
[03:44.59]In a line surrounded by
[03:45.66]Hundreds of other people
[03:46.51]On our way to watch Star Wars
[03:47.93]When suddenly I was engulfed
[03:49.27]With fear and panic
[03:50.63]As my body began to fade
[03:52.33]In this moment my mind was full of clarity
[03:55.28]But my body insisted it was in danger
[03:57.19]I looked around
[03:58.59]And I told myself I was safe, I was fine
[04:01.07]But I was convinced that something was wrong
[04:02.87]Before I knew it I felt
[04:04.82]As though I was going to
[04:05.68]Fall and fade away
[04:07.24]My body grew weak
[04:08.36]And soon enough
[04:09.16]I found myself in a hospital bed
[04:11.06]Being told what I went thru was anxiety
[04:13.32]I refused to believe this story
[04:15.18]I searched and searched for
[04:17.04]The cause of what had happened to me
[04:18.44]I began to feel detached from reality
[04:20.83]I felt as though
[04:22.00]I was seeing the world through a glass
[04:25.15]I got blood work done
[04:26.37]Analysis of my mind and body to no avail
[04:29.32]The doctor said it was anxiety
[04:31.26]But how could it be anxiety
[04:33.29]How could anxiety
[04:34.52]Make me physically feel off balance
[04:36.48]How could anxiety make me feel
[04:38.09]As though I was fading from this world
[04:39.74]And on the brink of death
[04:42.06]Derealization
[04:43.85]The sense of being out of one's body
[04:45.98]I'm not here
[04:47.72]I'm not me
[04:49.02]I'm not real
[04:49.78]Nothing is
[04:50.88]Nothing but this feeling of panic
[04:53.95]Nobody understands
[04:54.90]Nobody knows the sufferings
[04:57.32]This physical feeling
[04:59.89]It can't be anxiety
[05:01.34]It can't
[05:02.06]Or can it
[05:03.92]Can it in fact
[05:05.60]Be the mind controlling the body
[05:07.38]Yeah, of course
[05:10.50]I'm so in control of my mind and my body
[05:14.16]But I'm subconsciously
[05:16.02]Forcing myself into a state
[05:17.76]Of self bondage entangled
[05:19.83]By the ropes of my own mind
[05:21.34]I am unhappy
[05:22.84]Not with life
[05:24.63]But with this feeling
[05:26.05]I am scared, I am human, I am a man
[05:30.86]But I look in the mirror
[05:31.89]And I see a child
[05:33.37]I am an adult who recognize grown ups
[05:36.32]Don't really know ****
[05:37.40]And they never did
[05:39.43]And it scares me
[05:40.43]Because now I'm just grown up
[05:41.64]Who doesn't know ****
[05:42.45]But one thing is I do know this feeling
[05:45.87]This horrible feeling is going to kill me
[05:49.49]No, no this feeling
[05:54.08]This anxiety is nothing
[05:56.08]I have anxiety
[05:58.65]Just like you, the person I wrote this for
[06:03.05]And together we will overcome this feeling
[06:06.18]We will remember despite the attacks
[06:08.49]And constant filling of our mind
[06:10.39]And body being on the edge
[06:11.93]That we are alive
[06:13.22]And any moments we have free of this feeling
[06:16.90]We will not take for granted
[06:18.24]We will rejoice in this gift that is life
[06:21.22]We will rejoice in this day
[06:24.60]That we have been given
[06:25.90]We will accept our anxiety
[06:28.05]And strive for the betterment of ourselves
[06:30.79]Starting with mental health
[06:32.48]We will accept ourselves as we are
[06:34.91]And we will be happy with the person
[06:37.23]We see in the mirror
[06:39.09]We will accept ourselves
[06:40.94]And live with anxiety