[00:01.30]I sit alone in my four-cornered room starin' at candles.Oh what **** is on? [00:06.23]Let me drop some **** like this here [00:10.20]At night I can't sleep, I toss and turn [00:12.48]Candle sticks in the dark, visions of bodies bein' burned [00:15.65]Four walls just starin' at a ***** [00:17.73]I'm paranoid, sleepin' with my finger on the trigger [00:20.58]My mother s always stressin' I ain't livin' right [00:23.70]But I ain't goin' out without a fight [00:25.94]See, everytime my eyes close [00:27.54]I start sweatin', and blood starts comin' out my nose [00:30.33]It's somebody watchin' the AK [00:33.80]But I don't know who it is, so I'm watchin' my back [00:35.91]I can see him when I'm deep in the covers [00:38.47]When I awake I don't see the ************ [00:40.97]He owns a black hat like I own [00:43.29]A black suit and a cane like my own [00:45.93]Some might say, "Take a chill, B" [00:48.21]But **** that ****, there s a ***** tryin' to kill me [00:51.48]I'm pumpin' in the clip when the wind blows [00:53.68]Every twenty seconds got me peepin' out my window [00:56.10]Investigatin' the joint for traps [00:58.49]checkin' my telephone for taps [01:01.28]I'm starin' at the woman on the corner [01:03.80]It's ****** up when your mind is playin' tricks on you [01:07.72]..... [01:20.93]I make big money, I drive big cars [01:23.47]Everybody know me, it's like I'm a movie star [01:25.91]But late at night, somethin' ain't right [01:28.50]I feel I'm bein' tailed by the same sucker's head lights [01:31.20]Is it that fool that I ran off the block [01:33.51]Or is it that ***** last week that I shot [01:36.15]Or is it the one I beat for five thousand dollars [01:38.86]Thought he had Caine but it was gold medal flour [01:41.33]Reach under my seat, grabbed my popper for the suckers [01:43.93]Ain't no use to be lyin', I was scareder than a ************ [01:47.67]But they're laughin' at pow pies and buried that quick [01:50.05]If it's goin' down let's get this **** over with [01:52.65]Here they come, just like I figured [01:55.00]I got my hand on the ************' trigger [01:57.40]What I saw'll make your ass start gigglin' [01:59.97]Three black, crippled and crazy senior citizens [02:02.72]I live by the sword [02:04.69]I take my boys everywhere I go [02:06.49]Because I'm paranoid [02:07.81]I keep lookin' over my shoulder and peepin' around corners [02:10.86]My mind is playin' tricks on me [02:14.49]...... [02:27.51]Day by day it's more impossible to cope [02:30.64]I feel like I'm the one that's doin' **** [02:33.78]Can't keep a steady hand because I'm nervous [02:36.70]Every Sunday mornin' I'm in service [02:38.63]Playin' for forgiveness [02:40.59]And tryin' to find an exit out of the business [02:43.79]I know the Lord is lookin' at me [02:45.70]But yet and still it's hard for me to feel happy [02:48.95]I often drift while I drive [02:51.57]Havin' fatal thoughts of suicide [02:53.95]Bang and get it over with [02:56.05]And then I'm worry free, but that's ******** [02:59.17]I got a little boy to look after [03:01.29]And if I died then my child would be a bastard [03:03.80]I had a woman down with me [03:06.25]But to me it seemed like she was down to get me [03:09.23]She helped me out in this **** [03:11.40]But to me she was just another ***** [03:14.26]Now she's back with her mother [03:16.47]Now I'm realizin' that I love her [03:19.55]Now I'm feelin' lonely [03:22.78]My mind is playin' tricks on me [03:22.85]..... [03:39.30]This year Halloween fell on a weekend [03:42.45]Me and Geto Boyz are trick or treatin' [03:45.40]Robbin' little kids for bags [03:47.48]Till an old man got behind our ass [03:49.72]So we speeded up the pace [03:52.21]Took a look back and he was right before our face [03:55.27]We'd be in for a squab, no doubt [03:57.27]So I swung and hit the ***** in his mouth [04:00.70]He was goin' down, we figured [04:02.82]But this was no ordinary ***** [04:05.38]He stood about six or seven feet [04:07.78]Now, that's the ***** I'd been seein' in my sleep [04:10.50]So we triple teamed on him [04:12.96]Droppin' them ************' B's on him [04:15.89]The more I swung the more blood flew [04:18.00]Then he disappeared and my boys disappeared, too [04:20.88]Then I felt just like a fiend [04:23.60]It wasn't even close to Halloween [04:25.64]It was dark as **** on the streets [04:28.30]My hands were all bloody from punchin' on the concrete [04:31.15]God damn, homie, my mind is playin' tricks on me