[00:00.001]I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't
[00:02.521]Count the memories but they haunt my head
[00:05.264]I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but
[00:08.294]I numb the pain, Just like novocaine
[00:11.089]I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't
[00:13.858]Count the memories but they haunt my head
[00:16.653]I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but
[00:19.474]I numb the pain, Just like novocaine
[00:22.295]You taught me I had purpose and used that to my advantage
[00:24.908]And gave me life advice when I was dead, took it for granted
[00:27.624]The only fuxxing person who saw potential not damage
[00:30.498]Loved someone and watched them die that's just how god planned it
[00:33.737]Remember the day they told me that you were dead
[00:35.879]I know your students were rude And they pushed you over the edge
[00:38.805]I just hoped the pain ain't last homie not for a sec
[00:41.548]I wonder if you popped pills or had a rope at your neck
[00:44.264]You're the man who broke his back for a drop and respect
[00:47.242]Always told me keep on living, never thought you'd be dead
[00:49.933]Told myself I had no time to see you stuck in my head
[00:52.806]Crazy how we clipped in place when I found out about your death
[00:55.654]Now your bloods all on my hands, and I don't know what to do
[00:58.423]I should've seen all of the signs, I was going through it all too
[01:01.479]But you smiled at my face and told me keep on pushing through
[01:04.353]Now I realized that I should've said the same thing to you
[01:06.965]I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't
[01:10.152]Count the memories but they haunt my head
[01:12.973]I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but
[01:15.820]I numb the pain, Just like novocaine
[01:18.877]I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't
[01:21.306]Count the memories but they haunt my head
[01:24.127]I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but
[01:27.157]I numb the pain, Just like novocaine
[01:30.083]3am remember my phone was getting a call
[01:32.460]Press decline a couple times cause I ain't want to talk
[01:35.282]Fourth time that I got it I stormed right into the hall
[01:38.077]And that's when they told me they found your body on the wall
[01:41.002]I swear to god that in that moment everything stopped
[01:43.902]I never really been religious but started screaming to god
[01:46.566]Ask him why he take away someone who did nothing wrong
[01:49.283]Tired of people telling me it's only to make me strong
[01:52.078]Now his daughter's got no father and I know how she feels
[01:54.873]But, her's was ripped away how does that sh*t ever heal?
[01:57.904]Swear the ones that have lost But are alive and made it still
[02:00.673]And the greatest people created were made for god to steal
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