[00:00.000] 作词 : Williams
[00:10.148]You didn't care about me
[00:17.541]And now this is how it has to be
[00:22.191]I was lost, but now I am free
[00:27.677]I'm happy 'cause I found a family
[00:29.975]What up Em? It's ya biggest fan
[00:31.595]It's not even necessary to introduce who I am by now, 'cause we're good friends
[00:34.939]Remember the letter I wrote, before Atlanta on Up In Smoke
[00:38.779]That's the day I was gonna cut ya throat
[00:40.529]I guess my watch was broke
[00:42.018]'Cause by the time I woke
[00:43.037]I seen my watch was twelve hours late and I missed the show
[00:45.936]But nonetheless I'm glad that I finally reached you
[00:48.157]Ever since the accident I've been dying to speak to you
[00:50.403]To tell you things have changed, and I'm a different man
[00:53.224]A different level of understanding, I'm a different Stan
[00:55.758]Things are a lot better, I promise I won't harass you with any letters
[00:59.076]Saying s**t like "We should be together"
[01:00.957]I meant we should start a group
[01:02.367]The industry's full of homos*xuals Slim, but I don't wanna **** you
[01:06.077]I got a new attitude, really, I ain't mad at you
[01:08.454]I just wanted you to recognize I got talent too
[01:10.935]You didn't care about me
[01:18.067]And now this is how it has to be
[01:22.873]I was lost, but now I am free
[01:28.228]I'm happy 'cause I found a family
[01:30.945]When I say talented, I don't mean battle kid
[01:33.766]I mean storytelling, kinda like how ya album is
[01:36.196]I been attending counseling and taking medicine
[01:38.677]They did some tests on me at NIH in Maryland
[01:41.237]They showed me techniques to help me deal with pressure
[01:43.510]Whenever I remember that crazy night when I was being reckless
[01:46.227]Driving with a deathwish, on the bridge and I crashed into a Lexus
[01:49.440]Right before I finished that last sentence
[01:51.634]I was listenin to Xzibit's album "Restless"
[01:53.646]The next thing I knew I was under water and breathless
[01:56.180]I was unconscious for a second, literally dying to go to heaven
[01:59.001]Till some fellas came and pulled me from the wreckage
[02:01.326]They started CPR, then they called the paramedics
[02:03.729]In retrospect I probably shoulda used a gun to end it
[02:06.446]By the time the car sunk
[02:08.117]My pregnant girlfriend was still in the trunk
[02:09.920]And I was still feelin kinda drunk
[02:11.696]The ambulance came and they put me on the stretcher
[02:13.943]Hooked me up to the IV and checked my blood pressure
[02:16.372]One of them was so concerned that they wouldn't leave
[02:18.906]He hopped in the back of the ambulance and rolled up some w**d
[02:21.910]My vision was blurry, I couldn't really see
[02:23.922]I just remember his voice talking to me
[02:26.273]In the emergency room, I needed surgery to get some glass removed
[02:30.113]And fifty stitches for my wounds
[02:31.811]You didn't care about me
[02:38.733]And now this is how it has to be
[02:43.513]I was lost, but now I am free
[02:48.999]I'm happy 'cause I found a family
[02:51.481]After a couple months of therapy
[02:53.126]I figured I was as ready as I'd ever be - I wanted to be an emcee
[02:56.366]He took me to shows wit him, he let me flow wit him
[02:59.317]He let me write some rhymes and go on tour wit him
[03:01.616]I really believed in him, I decided to team wit him
[03:04.385]And now I'm overseas wit him, getting cheese wit him
[03:06.815]And I'm emceeing wit him, I'm having the best time of my life
[03:09.871]And I'm writing the best rhymes of my life
[03:11.647]He introduces me to people as his lyrical equal
[03:14.364]Let me write a rhyme on his album and even produce a beat too
[03:17.551]He ain't see-through, I can't see him fronting
[03:19.850]He's not the type to call you, just because he needs something
[03:22.436]That's what I like about him
[03:23.794]I wouldn't want to rock a mike without him
[03:25.623]He's got kahunas and he's not a coward
[03:27.451]Matta fact, I think he met you
[03:28.914]It was the day you came to his video shoot with DJ, Jimmy's nephew
[03:32.467]'Clef stepped to him and told him he should step to you
[03:34.792]That you was ghost writing for L, but that wasn't true
[03:37.482]You was looking at him the same way I'm looking at you
[03:40.147]Why can't we be friends Em', I don't want nothing from you
[03:42.681]You see there's a little bit of Stan in all of us
[03:44.823]Tell me where you think all of these record sales spawn from
[03:47.461]Talking 'bout Britney and Christina Aguilera
[03:50.073]Nsync too, have you ever looked in a mirror?
[03:52.372]Your hair ain't really blonde, and ya eyes ain't blue
[03:54.775]So never diss me, cuz when you diss me you're dissin' you