[00:13.25]Sometimes, wish this drink would finish me
[00:17.65]And I really wonder if they'll remember me
[00:21.19]And I wish I have more loved ones than I have my enemies
[00:25.60]Sometimes really wonder what's gotten into me
[00:28.87]And I grew up, being anti-social
[00:32.77]Never ever did, what I was supposed to
[00:35.95]And I lost a lot of friends by the way that I think
[00:39.25]Now I'm drowning in my sorrows so I'm downing my drink
[00:42.79]It's a lot of ice, running through my veins
[00:46.23]It's a lot of nights, that are full of pain
[00:49.85]It's a lot of lean, in my damn drink
[00:53.45]Like I can't even control how I ******' think
[00:57.05]Why am I always getting played?
[00:59.09]Why am I always getting played?
[01:00.83]Mama said "Baby, why you always getting played?"
[01:04.50]Sorry mama, I'm just living the life that you raised
[01:08.38]Like I really don't expect you to understand how I think
[01:11.81]Matter of fact, no one can, you don't know who I am
[01:15.21]You don't know about the stress about the **** I've been in
[01:18.74]I don't even want to hear it, all the hate that's within
[01:22.34]But I'm so used to living my life like this
[01:26.35]Sometimes, wish this drink would finish me
[01:29.81]And I really wonder if they'll remember me
[01:33.22]And I wish I have more loved ones than I have my enemies
[01:37.63]Sometimes really wonder what's gotten into me
[01:41.27]And I grew up, being anti-social
[01:44.42]Never ever did, what I was supposed to
[01:47.84]And I lost a lot of friends by the way that I think
[01:51.40]Now I'm drowning in my sorrows so I'm downing my drink
[01:55.05]And I'm drowning in my drink and I'm dying in my dreams
[01:58.68]And I see her in my thoughts, I just wanna ******* scream
[02:02.19]**** this hated misery, all the sinning in the city
[02:05.95]Wish this drink would finish me, wish this drink would finish me
[02:09.44]Oh I, don't want to take this pain no more
[02:13.13]Every time I fall in love it's like waging a war
[02:16.83]Nothing I ain't used to, I'll let love take it's course
[02:20.51]Nothing I ain't used to, I'll let love take it's course
[02:24.07]Sometimes, wish this drink would finish me
[02:27.43]And I really wonder if they'll remember me
[02:30.95]And I wish I have more loved ones than I have my enemies
[02:35.38]Sometimes really wonder what's gotten into me
[02:39.04]And I grew up, being anti-social
[02:41.96]Never ever did, what I was supposed to
[02:45.71]And I lost a lot of friends by the way that I think
[02:49.05]Now I'm drowning in my sorrows so I'm downing my drink
[02:54.81]Now I'm drowning in my drink
[03:02.53]Nah nah nah nah nah, misery
[03:16.82]Finish...