[00:00.000] 作词 : BoyWithUke
[00:00.007] 作曲 : BoyWithUke
[00:00.014]Girl, I hope you understand
[00:02.204]I wanted to hold your hand
[00:04.533]But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[00:09.162]And you knew I fell for you but you
[00:11.982]Just broke my heart in two
[00:13.760]I was sad, mad and broken on my bed
[00:16.334]Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
[00:18.421]
[00:18.588]I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
[00:20.839]When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
[00:23.154]And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
[00:25.444]I said, "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again"
[00:27.770]So instead I took my pen and started writing evidencе
[00:30.071]And when I started making sensе
[00:31.274]I found that I had reached the end
[00:32.451]Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends
[00:33.579]You wanna bet? You're just pretend!
[00:34.828]You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing
[00:36.628]You're not shit
[00:37.283]I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did
[00:41.420]I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived
[00:45.866]They were my neighbors, razor blades
[00:48.261]And different flavored pills I hit
[00:50.473]Therefore I'm at surely my last straw
[00:53.128]I'm so gassed, stuck in the past, I said that
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[00:56.471]Girl, I hope you understand
[00:58.051]I wanted to hold your hand
[01:00.474]But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[01:05.079]And so far I never held you with my arms
[01:07.883]So it's hard to be the one you aren't
[01:10.078]With instead filled with anxiety
[01:12.411]Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be
[01:14.512]
[01:14.674]Somebody 'cause it's not me
[01:15.775]I'm not used to all the talk, was an introvert
[01:17.594]That had converted feelings into writing
[01:19.074]Used to cope with all my problems
[01:20.329]Using notes and lots of rhyming
[01:21.423]Used to hope for better days whenever
[01:22.797]Nights would have me crying
[01:23.715]I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back
[01:26.476]To the times I would try be the guy the people know
[01:28.643]As always fighting with the demons hiding far behind my eyelids
[01:30.965]On an island full of violence, in my head that I had two pilots
[01:33.417]Oh, the sun don't shine, and skies turn grey
[01:36.084]I feel it coursing through my veins
[01:38.593]I said before I'm not okay
[01:40.968]But you don't listen anyway
[01:43.135]You know I tried, you turned away
[01:45.399]Straight-up lied right to my face
[01:47.849]You ****ed my life, ruined my day
[01:50.264]But you don't know, so I'll say
[01:52.152]
[01:52.317]Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
[01:56.516](You don't know, so I'll say)
[01:56.997]Nobody cares, you lied, it's not fair, you still deny it
[02:00.813](So I'll say)
[02:01.526]Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
[02:04.741](You don't know, so I'll say)
[02:06.215]Nobody cares, you lied, it's not fair, you still deny it
[02:09.708](So I'll say)
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[02:10.770]Girl, I hope you understand
[02:12.600]I wanted to hold your hand
[02:15.072]But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[02:19.638]And too bad I know I can't wake up
[02:22.085]Because I lost my way and you don't give a ****
[02:24.182]About me, this could be a dream, I can't see
[02:27.166]The things that you see, so please, oh
[02:29.156]Girl, I hope you understand
[02:31.152]I wanted to hold your hand
[02:33.564]But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[02:38.334]And you had known and played along
[02:41.173]You were my home, I wrote you songs
[02:42.782]Now you're dead to me, effectively
[02:45.180]Removed yourself outside my dreams