[00:03.12]I swear to tell the truth and nothin but the truth...
[00:07.74]so help me GOD
[00:08.85]
[00:12.23]I just felt like tellin the story of my life
[00:14.53]
[00:15.98]Felt like, maybe somebody could be inspired, you know?
[00:19.59]
[00:23.46]We all feel pain, we all go through things
[00:26.70]But it's time to overcome all that
[00:28.27]
[00:29.02]If your plane crashed in the water and everybody died
[00:31.64]would you drown on purpose or try to survive?
[00:33.95]I was born handicapped my arm wouldn't move
[00:36.51]They called me a cripple pops caught an attitude
[00:39.07]Beat my moms smoked lye drove trucks
[00:41.43]My moms had a miscarriage, he didn't give a ****
[00:44.50]He sniffed some coke, come home
[00:46.37]Beat up on my moms cause she's talkin on the phone
[00:48.62]Come on
[00:49.49]all I ever wanted
[00:50.70]All I ever wanted
[00:51.76]all I ever needed
[00:53.13]All I ever needed
[00:54.44]was a father
[00:55.32]was a father
[00:56.50]that's all
[00:57.31]
[00:58.22]That's all!
[00:59.16]all I ever wanted
[01:00.58]All I ever wanted
[01:01.89]all I ever needed
[01:03.34]All I ever needed... was a father
[01:05.83]was a father
[01:06.77]
[01:07.89]Moms got tired of the beatings said, "Yo, we got to go"
[01:10.51]Packed up her bags we bounced out the do'
[01:12.95]She said, "I ain't takin these whippin's no mo'
[01:15.19]I wanna live to see my little Todd grow"
[01:17.93]I remember tear drops on my pops face
[01:20.69]Lookin down at me standin on the staircase
[01:22.98]Handsome brother with a smooth goatee
[01:24.99]Makes me wonder why he act so ugly, you feelin me?
[01:27.67]I'm feelin you
[01:28.72]all I ever wanted
[01:29.67]All I ever wanted
[01:30.72]all I ever needed
[01:32.10]All I ever needed
[01:33.22]was a father
[01:34.16]was a father
[01:35.10]that's all
[01:36.10]
[01:37.04]That's all!
[01:37.92]all I ever wanted
[01:39.42]All I ever wanted
[01:40.73]all I ever needed
[01:42.04]All I ever needed... was a father
[01:44.72]was a fathe
[01:46.65]My pops got drunk when me and my moms bounced
[01:49.40]Swigged some Jack Dan', sniffed up a ounce
[01:51.77]Grabbed the shotty left Long Isle for Queens
[01:54.33]Possesed by a demon... a devil it seemed
[01:57.14]I was too young to understand the risk
[01:59.20]when your moms come home off the midnight shift
[02:01.44]She turned around heard the shotgun click
[02:03.81]My pops said, "You think that you could leave me?"
[02:05.66]
[02:07.11]He blasted my moms in the back
[02:08.85]She fell down screamin I can't forget that
[02:11.29]My grandfather tried to close the do'
[02:13.40]He got shot ten times in the stomach yo, for real
[02:16.97]all I ever wanted
[02:18.34]All I ever wanted
[02:19.53]all I ever needed
[02:20.78]All I ever needed
[02:21.84]was a father
[02:23.21]was a father
[02:24.46]that's all
[02:25.89]That's all!
[02:26.58]all I ever wanted
[02:27.95]All I ever wanted
[02:29.38]all I ever needed
[02:30.38]All I ever needed... was a father
[02:33.87]was a fathe
[02:35.69]My head was spinnin, I had never seen blood
[02:37.87]Four years old, this don't feel like love
[02:40.37]Anyway, pops dissapeared
[02:42.85]Grandpops and moms healed up over the years
[02:45.24]This therapist got up in her head
[02:47.73]Led her to believe without him she'd be dead
[02:50.17]You know, they fell in love with one another
[02:52.97]Everything seemed right that's word to mother
[02:55.34]until I started gettin beatings everday
[02:57.40]Sometimes for going outside to play
[02:59.90]Late at night on my knees I'd pray
[03:02.21]a young child, wishin the pain would go away
[03:04.83]Dad where was you when he made me strip
[03:07.13]Beat with belts like a slave with a whip
[03:09.57]Kicked me down steps outside in the snow
[03:11.94]Punched me in the chest stomped me out on the flo'
[03:14.80]That's just the tip of the iceberg look
[03:16.79]It's too long for a song but perfect for a book
[03:19.41]
[03:21.10]Word is bond, that's real baby
[03:23.56]
[03:24.87]all I ever wanted
[03:26.81]All I ever wanted
[03:27.81]all I ever needed
[03:28.74]All I ever needed
[03:30.12]was a father
[03:30.85]was a father
[03:32.05]
[03:32.55]that's all
[03:33.17]
[03:33.73]That's all!
[03:34.86]all I ever wanted
[03:36.23]All I ever wanted
[03:37.60]all I ever needed
[03:38.66]All I a ever fatherneeded... was
[03:39.45]was a fathe