[00:02.308]There's times in my life where I just
[00:17.642]I just wanna run away, I just
[00:21.926]I just wish the pain would stop
[00:26.117]I don't wanna cry no more
[00:29.705]I wish the pain would go away
[00:34.232]Start a day, bad hands make it hard to deal
[00:36.660]Sometimes I wanna pull it, end it all with a bullet
[00:39.486]Hard to live life to the fullest with all this bulls**t
[00:42.707]Mad as ****, a n*gga had enough
[00:44.880]From Jump street, saw my father murder ******** Slain
[00:47.788]One shot took half of his brain, I recapture the pain
[00:51.196]Twenty-three years, three when it happened
[00:53.414]Twenty-six now, still I can't stop the tears
[00:56.191]Then my mood switch, thinkin about this sheisty chick
[00:58.944]Kinda funny cause they fake it when they callin you honey
[01:01.700]On your trick when they think a n*gga, might be rich
[01:04.556]That's when I s**t, cause I know you **** with me for my money
[01:07.214]Learned the hard way, ain't no correctin the grief
[01:10.169]Baby moms starts flexin', my so-called beef
[01:12.869]Don't give a **** if they marked me For Death like Steven
[01:15.725]Or relievin your breathin, long as I'm even 'fore I'm leavin
[01:18.722]Pain...
[01:19.858]I wish this pain, would go away(Talkin' about the kind of pain I'm in)
[01:24.870]I wish this pain, would go away(Just gets all up in your heart,and in your soul)
[01:30.709]I wish this pain, would go away(The kind of pain that makes you feel like you can't go on no more)
[01:35.788]I wish this pain, would go away(The kind of pain that I wouldn't wish on anyone)
[01:40.720]I can't relate to them cats who hold gats at the gate
[01:43.561]Is it my fate, am I that n*gga, that they love to hate
[01:46.277]Solely, slowly, cause I rock a Roley they want my brain gone
[01:50.064]Cause of a ****in' chain on?
[01:51.804]Migraine's on, now the pain's warm, I stagger
[01:54.683]And I'm hopin I don't know the cat with the dagger
[01:57.396]Penetratin my heart, rushed thoughts etched in grief
[02:00.410]To the City College deceased may you rest in peace
[02:03.014]To the families, I never meant to cause no pain
[02:05.868]I know the truth, but if you want, then I shoulder the blame
[02:08.787]Overcome at times by uncontrollable flames, and multiple pains
[02:12.112]Now it seems like I'm going insane
[02:14.205]For the love of you and Hip-Hop I expand the news
[02:17.225]But before my s**t drops, I stand accused
[02:19.920]Don't you think I wish we all was rich?
[02:22.032]One for all it's pain to see your people when they all can't ball
[02:25.676]The Pain..
[02:26.745]I wish this pain, would go away
[02:30.017]I wish this pain, would go away(I don't wanna give no more pain)
[02:38.026]I wish this pain, would go away(I don't wanna receive no more pain)
[02:42.383]I wish this pain, would go away(God, please take the pain away)
[02:47.969]I can still hear the shots that left my man Big layin
[02:50.772]On my knees cryin and prayin, then I said
[02:53.659]"God why? Got to know how hard we try
[02:56.192]Don't let him die, please don't let my n*gga be dead"
[02:58.926]But it was too late, California sealed his fate
[03:01.926]Gone now, hard to move on now, **** making songs now
[03:05.388]Wish I could die, I could fly
[03:07.505]If they don't give a ****, **** it why should I?
[03:10.237]That's when Big spoke, pulled up in a glistening 3
[03:12.934]With platinum wings and said, "Puff listen to me"
[03:15.630]He puts his hands on my head and said "I live through you
[03:18.410]Make hits continuous, this is what we do
[03:21.219]I know it might be strenous and times is hard
[03:23.994]Just keep the faith cause now we rhyme with God
[03:26.995]Plus you owe it to yourself and don't forget the kids"
[03:29.734]That's when I opened up my eyes and knew Bad Boy lives
[03:32.849]I wish this pain, would go away
[03:38.087]I wish this pain, would go away
[03:44.006]One day the pain is gonna stop(I wish this pain, would go away)
[03:49.345]One day there's gonna be no more pain(I wish this pain, would go away)
[03:54.569]I'm tellin you man
[03:55.383]Now don't let these mother****ers **** your s**t up dawg
[03:57.298]I don't give a **** WHO it is
[03:59.196]Don't let em **** yo' paper man, please Big
[04:03.333]Focus your mind man, do your albums, make them hot joints
[04:07.944]Man **** these n*ggaz man
[04:09.538]**** these ****** man
[04:12.139]And I'ma tell the same thing to you
[04:13.996]When you get your s**t done, watch your money, and
[04:18.342]Hopefully, I pray for you, you be the s**t
[04:21.745]And soon mother****ers start screaming your name out
[04:24.678]Like they screamin all these other, so-called hot n*ggaz
[04:27.709]Never take your eyes off that **** yo
[04:30.236]Try to get everything you can out of these mother****ers yo
[04:32.875]Ain't no guarantee they gonna love you next year...
[04:34.899]I wish this pain, would go away
[04:39.649]I wish this pain, would go away
[04:45.179]One day the pain is gonna stop(I wish this pain would go away)
[04:50.829]One day there's gonna be no more pain(I wish this pain, would go away)
[04:56.489]One day the pain is gonna stop (I wish this pain, would go away)
[05:02.756]One day there's gonna be no more pain