[00:01.30]I sit alone in my four-cornered room starin' at candles.Oh what **** is on?
[00:06.23]Let me drop some **** like this here
[00:10.20]At night I can't sleep, I toss and turn
[00:12.48]Candle sticks in the dark, visions of bodies bein' burned
[00:15.65]Four walls just starin' at a *****
[00:17.73]I'm paranoid, sleepin' with my finger on the trigger
[00:20.58]My mother s always stressin' I ain't livin' right
[00:23.70]But I ain't goin' out without a fight
[00:25.94]See, everytime my eyes close
[00:27.54]I start sweatin', and blood starts comin' out my nose
[00:30.33]It's somebody watchin' the AK
[00:33.80]But I don't know who it is, so I'm watchin' my back
[00:35.91]I can see him when I'm deep in the covers
[00:38.47]When I awake I don't see the ************
[00:40.97]He owns a black hat like I own
[00:43.29]A black suit and a cane like my own
[00:45.93]Some might say, "Take a chill, B"
[00:48.21]But **** that ****, there s a ***** tryin' to kill me
[00:51.48]I'm pumpin' in the clip when the wind blows
[00:53.68]Every twenty seconds got me peepin' out my window
[00:56.10]Investigatin' the joint for traps
[00:58.49]checkin' my telephone for taps
[01:01.28]I'm starin' at the woman on the corner
[01:03.80]It's ****** up when your mind is playin' tricks on you
[01:07.72].....
[01:20.93]I make big money, I drive big cars
[01:23.47]Everybody know me, it's like I'm a movie star
[01:25.91]But late at night, somethin' ain't right
[01:28.50]I feel I'm bein' tailed by the same sucker's head lights
[01:31.20]Is it that fool that I ran off the block
[01:33.51]Or is it that ***** last week that I shot
[01:36.15]Or is it the one I beat for five thousand dollars
[01:38.86]Thought he had Caine but it was gold medal flour
[01:41.33]Reach under my seat, grabbed my popper for the suckers
[01:43.93]Ain't no use to be lyin', I was scareder than a ************
[01:47.67]But they're laughin' at pow pies and buried that quick
[01:50.05]If it's goin' down let's get this **** over with
[01:52.65]Here they come, just like I figured
[01:55.00]I got my hand on the ************' trigger
[01:57.40]What I saw'll make your ass start gigglin'
[01:59.97]Three black, crippled and crazy senior citizens
[02:02.72]I live by the sword
[02:04.69]I take my boys everywhere I go
[02:06.49]Because I'm paranoid
[02:07.81]I keep lookin' over my shoulder and peepin' around corners
[02:10.86]My mind is playin' tricks on me
[02:14.49]......
[02:27.51]Day by day it's more impossible to cope
[02:30.64]I feel like I'm the one that's doin' ****
[02:33.78]Can't keep a steady hand because I'm nervous
[02:36.70]Every Sunday mornin' I'm in service
[02:38.63]Playin' for forgiveness
[02:40.59]And tryin' to find an exit out of the business
[02:43.79]I know the Lord is lookin' at me
[02:45.70]But yet and still it's hard for me to feel happy
[02:48.95]I often drift while I drive
[02:51.57]Havin' fatal thoughts of suicide
[02:53.95]Bang and get it over with
[02:56.05]And then I'm worry free, but that's ********
[02:59.17]I got a little boy to look after
[03:01.29]And if I died then my child would be a bastard
[03:03.80]I had a woman down with me
[03:06.25]But to me it seemed like she was down to get me
[03:09.23]She helped me out in this ****
[03:11.40]But to me she was just another *****
[03:14.26]Now she's back with her mother
[03:16.47]Now I'm realizin' that I love her
[03:19.55]Now I'm feelin' lonely
[03:22.78]My mind is playin' tricks on me
[03:22.85].....
[03:39.30]This year Halloween fell on a weekend
[03:42.45]Me and Geto Boyz are trick or treatin'
[03:45.40]Robbin' little kids for bags
[03:47.48]Till an old man got behind our ass
[03:49.72]So we speeded up the pace
[03:52.21]Took a look back and he was right before our face
[03:55.27]We'd be in for a squab, no doubt
[03:57.27]So I swung and hit the ***** in his mouth
[04:00.70]He was goin' down, we figured
[04:02.82]But this was no ordinary *****
[04:05.38]He stood about six or seven feet
[04:07.78]Now, that's the ***** I'd been seein' in my sleep
[04:10.50]So we triple teamed on him
[04:12.96]Droppin' them ************' B's on him
[04:15.89]The more I swung the more blood flew
[04:18.00]Then he disappeared and my boys disappeared, too
[04:20.88]Then I felt just like a fiend
[04:23.60]It wasn't even close to Halloween
[04:25.64]It was dark as **** on the streets
[04:28.30]My hands were all bloody from punchin' on the concrete
[04:31.15]God damn, homie, my mind is playin' tricks on me